I created this blog to explore "me". 

To write, listen to, and find myself. 

Do you know what happened as a went to write my first post? 

It never published. 

Why? 

Well.... it is still in the process of being made "perfect".

Seriously, it is opened up in another tab, waiting for me, 

like it has been for the past two weeks. 

And that is sad. 

I don't want this blog to be stressful or over-managed. 

I want it to be free. 

I have been controlled, and trying to gain control of my life 

for so long. 

I don't need another thing to get in the way of expressing myself. 

So, 

you get this post instead! 

Raw, imperfect, and simple. 

Because this blog isn't about perfection. 

It is about me. 

And I 

am not perfect.